BESIDE - Against Ourselves (2007)

1.Intro
2.The End Of Pain
3.The Holly Man
4.Sisi Kelam
5.7Deadly Sins
6.Aku Adalah Tuhan
7.Testimony Penyesatan
8.Dosa Adalah Sahabat
9.All Of My Hate
10.Sincerity
11.My Black Diary
12.Outro



1. Intro
 (Instumental)


2. The End Of Pain
(Dedicated To Scumbag)

This Is The Empty Heart
That I Never Found What I've Been Looking For

I Saw The Immmortal Beauty Shines
Take Me Out From The Darkness That I In A Hide,
Let Me Follow The Row Of A Candle Light
That Would Bring Me To Heaven
This Is My Endless Pain This Is The End Of Pain

Aku Menatap Sebuah Cahaya
Dari Gelapnya Ruangan Kelam
Dihimpit Dinginnya Dinding Sempit Dan Lembab
Terbalut Putihnya Kafan.
Kini dalam Kesendirian Telah Kuhancurkan Debu Derita
Yang Lelah Kupikul,Erat Menggemgamku

Forgive Me For My mistake Before
Wiped Out Your Tears And Smilling For Me
Don't You Ever Remember What I Had Ruin
But Just Take A Look What I've Done

This Is My Endless Pain This Is The End Of Pain


3. The Holly Man

Hunting To Find The Answer
Closing comment You've To Told Me
I Believe With My Decision
No Reason To Betray My Self

Save All You Breath That You Can Breathe
Engulfed Your Words
Don't Ever To Talking Bullshit

Fuck Holly Man,I Know What I Must Doing
Fuck Holly Man,This Is My Self.

I Am A Grimmer
With The Soil Sin
And You Feel The Holly Man
Whereas,You're The Liar With A Gold Mask
I Am So Fuckin Sorrow

I Cant Escape From A shadow
Your Lied Still Remains In My Arm

I'll Wait A Salvations
From A Putrid Mouth Around In My Arm
Stop To Make Me Paltry


4. Sisi Kelam

Biarkan Rasa Ini Mati
Terbenam Dalam Kealpaan(Sisi Kelamku)
Buta Dari Bayang-bayang Tuhan
Terlilit Kidung Resah(Jiwa Yang Terikat)
Kehancuranku...Takkan Ku Ratapi
Kan Kulahap Semua Derita(Tak Kusesali)
Kunikmati Duka Laraku
Hitam Adalah Jalanku
Kegelapan Memilihku.

Kehampaan Tak Pernah Lelah Menyapa
Bagai Peri Malam Yang Tersesat
Hilang Sudah Cahaya Kehidupan
Laknat Memang Hidupku Kelam Sudah Langkahku

Kan KuTantang Mautku
Dan Ku Tunggu Ajalku
Sisi JiwaKu Kelam

I Know My Life Such A Piece Of Shit
But I Think I Know My Fuckin Choice
Don't Ever Try To Judge Me
This Is My Life,This Is My Way
So,Fuck You And Laeve Me Alone

Hilang Sudah Cahaya Kehidupan
Laknat Memang Hidupku
Hilang Sudah Cahaya Kehidupan
Kelam Sudah Langkahku
Tuhan...Aku Bagai Peri Malam Yang Tersesat


5. 7deadly Sins

Brave Means Nothing
It's The Only Thing To Be Blame
Killing,Anching,Hating Everywheres
They Live In A hand Of Times

Love Was Such An Easy Weakness To Live With
Stole The Joy,Stole The Smile,Even Stole The Sun
Anarchies Become The World Famous Nomber one

Booming Like Poisoned Mushroom Everywhere
Seventh Deadly Sin,Seventh Dead Of Destructions

killed By The Name Of Life
Guide By The Name Of God
Whistling Sound From The Deepest Hearth
Crash My Enormous Thought Of Us


6. Aku Adalah Tuhan

Akulah Derita,Aku Bahagia,Akulah Gelak TaWa
Dan Aku Airmata,Aku Binatang
Akulah Setan!Untuk Diriku Aku Adalah Tuhan
Hati Pikiran Dan Indraku Adalah Milikku

Atas Nama Jiwa,Atas Nama Diri,
Aku Tuhan Untuk Diriku Sendiri

Kulangkahkan Kaki Menuju Surga
Kulangkahkan Kaki Menuju Neraka!
Setiap Nafas Yang Ku Hirup Adalah HaK
Setiap Hak Yang Kumiliki Kan Ku Genggam

Atas Nama Jiwa,Atas nama Diri,
Aku Tuhan Untuk Diriku Sendiri

Kalian Mencoba Merubah Takdirku
Dengan Menyeret Rentanya Sayap Jiwaku
Mencoba Membungkam Nafas Pukiranku
Caci Makiku Untuk Kalian

Bebaskan hempaskan Setiap Rantai Kekang Diotakmu
Bebaskan Hempaskan Setiap Caci Maki Yang Terucap
Teriakan Setiap Nafas


7. Testimomy Penyesatan

Aku Adalah Pendusta Bertopeng Emas
Menghasut Fitnah Liar Mengucap Kata
Aku Adalah Prahara Hilang Nurani
Terbalut Belenggu Nafas Derita

Aku Adalah Puitisi Kegelapan
Merangkai Menguntai Kata Kelabu
Aku Adalah Jejak Langkah Dewa Pendosa
Ungkapkan Penyesatan Sebuah Keimanan

Untaian Kata Indah Terucap
Sebarkan Dusta Padahal Laknat
Lidahku Kelu Ungkapkan Nyata
Jiwa Tersesat,Pikiran Mati

Hidupku Cacat Langkahku Kelam
Tanggung Laknat Hidupku Deritaku


8. Dosa Adalah Sahabat

Lari Berlarilah...
Tutup Mata Bungkam Mulutmu
Khianati Pungkiri Hatimu
Tatap Dosa Ikuti Setiap Nafasmu
Jangan Kau Pungkiri,Takkan Kau Dustai

Tatap Jiwa,Hati Dan Akui
Bahwa Dosa Seperti Sahabat
Apa Dosa Adalah Sahabat?

Setiap Langkah Dan Nafasmu
Harumnya Dosa Mendekap Hasrat
Setiap Langkah Dan Nafasmu
Mencoba Membunuh Pahalamu

Coba Berlari
Aura Hitam Memekat
Khianati Pungkiri
KegelapaN Semakin gelap

Lari Berlarilah
Umpat Kau Mengumpat
Dosa Kau Dustai
Ratapi Dirimu!


9. All Of My Hate


The Time Has Begin
It's Time For Against The Enemy
No Time To Waste And Killed Them All
I Want Them Seeing My Fucking Wrath,
I'll Making Them Running Like A Dog
I Hate Everyones,Who Always Fuckin Hurt Me

Face To Face,Realized Your Angry
Face To Face,I'll Make All Crying

I Want To Make A Half Of My Live To Be Better
I Wanna Feel A Better,And I Will Make It True

I Just Want To Be My Self
I'm Not Who You Are
So Don't Ever Try To Push Me
Please Don't Ever Insist Your Desire

God Damned Shit,Mother Fucker
I'll Got You,I'll kill You
This Is All Of My Hate

I Want To Make A Half Of My Life Be A Better
I Want Felt A Better And I'll Make All Be Better


10. Sincerity

I Scream In Fear Trying To Wake Up
A thousand Questions Aggrieved My Self
I Can't Find Harmonic Bliss Between The Black And White
I Don't Even Know How To Find A Way
Lost In The Darkness That I Hide Place

I Follow The Hollow A Broken Wing That i Adore
The Theology Has Lead Me To The Grey Days

Even Thought I Know That Will Lead Me To The Valley Of Decay

Take Me Out,Take Me Away
From The Deepest Of Decay Hole
Take Me Out,Take Me Away
God Give Me Sincerity

I Wish Upon A Falling Star
I'm Still Waiting That I Can Talk With God
But The Light Of Salvations Never Has Comes To Me
I'm Falling Again To The Valley Of Decay


11. My Black Diary

For A Half Of My Life
You Brought Me To The Darkness Side
Living In The Most Darkness Fear
I Am Blinded By My Weakness

Dying In The Most Tortoring Pain
It Sheep Beneath My Skin
Stuck Inside My Broken Soul

I Am To Damaged To Be Heal
And You're To Dead To Be Coscious
Then I Lost In A Shattered Dream Of Being With You

Standing In The Most Sacred Place
Watched Me Suffering Half To Death
Im BlindedBy My weakness

These See Thing Anger,
Got Me Feel With desire To Hurt Me
It's A Great Way To End Your Live
Lead You To The Oblivion

I'm Running As Fast As I Can And Never Locked Back
Carrying My Deepest Sorrow Away From You


12. Outro
 (Instrumental)